"now everything is cool as long as i'm getting thinner"

so this is my first post. (:
i can't say that i've tried to lose weight the old fashion cuz that would be a lie. but i also can't say that i've chosen to have an eating disorder cuz i haven't.
i'm 1.58 cm and my current weight is 51 kg. I AM FAT.
but i wasnt always like that! actualy when i was in 6th grade my mum took me to the hospital because i was too thin. at about 10th grade i began to gain weight after my bf had dumped me. and since then i had been trying to lose that extra weight.
i've tried so many stupid and fucked up diets, but now i've decided to take it to the next level.
after watching the british documantry film "Super-Skinny-Me" i've decided to have my own little experiment. i've always loves experiments, why not having my own one? i have 6 weeks to lose as much weight as i can.
now here's the problem, i work at an ice-cream shop and guess what- ice-cream is my favourite food! $#%$^%^&^&*^$#
so here i go. week one.
wish me luck.
XOXO
TheEverShrinkingPrincess